Tuesday, December 14, 2010

1. Flowing

I can see your face
when I close my eyes
coming out of darkness
inventing colors in my mind

I know you are there
I'm in love but still
I wonder if you are mine
I wonder if you are real

Like a river flowing
like a flower dying
like a river flowing

everything I see
wears your memory

2. Take me home

If I could live long enough
to reach all the things
I'm not bound to reach
in this life
if I could make up my mind
and let this feeling pass by
careless about this
then I'd be happy
then I'd be flying
towards home

Take me home

You don't know the truth behind it all
the night goes by so slowly and calmly
I wonder how much's left inside me
to stand this situation
it's doing me no good

Anyway anyhow everytime I think about it
it blows my mind
take my life instead of taking it for granted
step aside
there is a better life I know cause in my dreams
I've been home

Take me home

3. Preguntas

Linea por linea estoy escribiendo
los deseos de mi corazon
noche tras noche descubro
manifestaciones de mi pasion
noche tras noche
noche tras dia
lastima las estrias del corazon
busco una respuesta
a quien corresponda
atte esta cancion

el sonido que responde
asemeja a una pregunta
careciente de cuestion
segmentando mis anhelos
sin cociente, sin razon
con una cancion
fallece el corazon

La raiz de mis problemas
yace en preguntas sin sentido
preguntas al filo
como tratando de olvidar lo aprendido
pretendiendo que estar vivo implica evolucion
elevo una oracion al infinito
sin buscar solucion

sin pedir ni dar
en una cancion fallece el corazon

4. Something wrong

She loves me, she loves me not
I'm still buying everything she has for me
every story and every lie

she needs me like the horse needs the rider
I don't need surprises
my pain just amuses her

And when she goes to work
she takes the stupid things I've said
the idiotic things I've ever done
the lamest letters she has read
and my beating heart is aching
my worried mind is stating
that something's weird and wrong
about the way she treats me

She calls me, she calls me by name
now she's not ashamed of being near me
or my growing imagination
she feeds me like the sun feeds the earth
and on it's way just fades to black into the night

And when she goes to sleep
she dreams about my tears
recalls the days I spent with her
recalls the nights I took her breath
and my beating heart's still aching
my body keeps on shaking
there's something weird and wrong
about the way she treats me

5. Night and day

It’s been rough times since I can remember
it’s been hard times but I have not surrendered
it feels like there’s more here than this
it seems like I’m never gonna know bliss

Night and day
they come together
but my nights seem longer
night lingers in my heart
can’t wait for my day to start

Somethings take so much from me
and in the end they’re wrong
sometimes by doing this
I’m having so much fun
sometimes I sing with sadness
sometimes I’m glad
then I started laughing
laughing cause I’m crying
I guess it’s just life

Night and day
they come together
but my nights seem longer
night lingers in my heart
can’t wait for my day to start

Inside me something’s burning
so violently controls my life
when will this pain end
I’m trying to find the light

Somedays come, they’re here to stay
somedays you don’t know your name

Night and day
they come together
but my nights seem longer
night lingers in my heart
can’t wait for my day to start

6. Tears

How long have I shed these tears?
long enough for you to see
that we're here for something more
and we're not the kids we used to be before
not anymore
we've been looking forward
to keep the promise we made
when no one was there
to testify but ourselves

How long have I shed these tears?
how long will I shed these tears?
how long have I shed these tears?
how long will I shed these tears?

Now we can do so much more
we are not the kids we used to be no more
that was before
we've been looking forward
to keep the promise we made
to ourselves but had no sense
it has no sense

How long have I shed these tears?
how long will I shed these tears?
how long have I shed these tears?
how long will I shed these tears?

7. Hard to die

Loneliness
feels like a cold blade
pressing against my skin

I grow so tired
I think I'm coming back
to where I've already been

I need to find direction
I need to find my place
I need to find the meaning
of my name and my own face
I need to feel you close to me
and hold you when it's dark
I need an ending to my story
I need to know where to start

And when the moment is coming
the weight will feel light on my back
everything will seem so brighter
even these words I'll do without
I'll try to die to myself

Dreams and goals
washed away you lost your way
you’re in a dream

Hard to wake up
hard to not give in
to your old self again

Hard to know when the moment’s over
hard to recognize the end
it’s getting harder to trust someone
it’s hard to call someone a friend
it’s hard to find the truth in all my lies
it’s getting harder to run away
hard to try to cast a spell
and give life to death

And if my time is not coming
I better hold on to one of my lies
even in the dark I’ll cast a shadow
no one will know I’m still blind

dreams ang goals washed away
I grow so tired I’ve lost my way
I can’t wake up
I’m coming back to an empty life

It’s hard to die anyway